as per usual

i need to write a blog post, people. i have so many things to write about, so many things i want to capture and yet i just can't seem to get it together. when mae turned one i realised that i'd like to keep a better journal of her development here, looking back at that first year, most of it was a blur of sleep deprivation. but time or energy or lack of words means i really haven't written a tenth of what i would like to share about her, what i would like to remember. she is such an amazing, sweet, funny, clever, little person and i would love to describe how and why and tell of each little thing that she does to prove it is so. and then i try to write it and i can't get it across or am too tired or know i am forgetting that super cute thing that she did the day before. and now she is bored of playing with her bucket of water outside and has come in to show me a wee stick she has found and i just want to go out and be with her. so here is another post not quite written. for now.